Hi Space,It 2.45am and i am hours away from making a closure to this weekend. I looked at the bottom right hand corner of my screen only to realise that it has already been 19th June - signifying that more than half the month has passed, and i am just another week from my block leave at the end of the month. I refer you to my previous few posts when i mentioned that the month of June is going to be a real hectic one for us, as we attempt to juggle outfield trainings (or at least not me), live firings and urban ops trainings in the midst of 4NTM standby duties. And yet, a jam-packed schedule will also spell a faster-paced month when you will not even have a tinge of time to cast a glance at the clock and question why time is ticking so slowly. June is precisely that kind of archetypal month when you can't keep track of the clock.
The past 2 days has been a much fulfilling and edifying one , and though i have to report back for duty tmr morning, I am very much satisfied with the amount of 'spices' peppered throughout the 2 days. Whether is it the heart-pumping tennis session at Mr Du's house, when i regain the surge of familiarity returning back to the tennis courts while powering balls across courts at freewill, or my first pay cheque! from my economics tuition tenure, I have my plans to action and time has been thoroughly well-spent. *yea i haven't been updating here about my maiden Odyssey to attempt tutoring students for fees, and anyone who has lobang for me to teach can feel free to contact me pls :)*
I have started to see my plans turning to fruition as my weekend life begins to see glimpses of spices that i have very much beseeched. I really can't fathom how people can just stay within the perimeters of their horse for the entire day and do absolutely nothing but wait longingly for book-in. Lol, it really sounds pathetic. Recently, i have also been exploring other options, or a more apt word to put it across will be opportunities, to expand my time during the weekends more fruitfully. Really look forward to the upcoming weeks...
Throughout the past few months, i have come to understand myself more wholly; i ain't someone who can allow myself to rest on my laurels and not do anything about time. Free time during the weekends for NSFs is just a short replica of what's life to expect when i ORD or when i graduate from the university - you are on your own and no one has the right to dictate how you are going to spend your time. You are thrown into the wilderness, and in full control of how your life is going to proceed from then on. In essence, you are free from the grasp of the society stigma that subconsciously dictates everyone to follow the education path since young and eventually land yourself a good-paying job. You becomes a free soul and you can decide whether if you will slack in your couch for the weeks to come, or head out to bask under the sun and feel recharged to fight for things that you are so bend on doing. And the latter is the kind of personality that i embodies (or at least who i hope to be) for i believe that rest in excess is really debilitating.
Its time to get hooked up to things that really impassioned me, and at least i can see some light now.
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