Life has been great thus far, and sometimes i ask myself, what more can i ask for? Weeks just fluttered past one after another like breezes, and things have been pretty smooth for me, with minimal hiccups, except for the last 3 confinements that i still owe company. So i was wondering: maybe things have been going so great in life that friends have always been asking me (with special mention to xiaoyu, jerefat says hi), why you always so emo in your blog one? and this is normally followed by a constant badgering of more questions like, eh do you have like split personality? the guy in your blog seriously doesn't sound like you in real life? And some even to the extent of, are you attempting to write the blog, coming from a completely different person point of view? HAHA, and my answer to these questions is an absolute NO! I definitely can find other better things to do, as compared to starting a blog just to put myself into the shoes of another person and in the process try to impersonate his psychotic thoughts and write a fictional life story constructed from pure creative ideas.
I just can't fathom the purpose behind a blogger who just blatantly writes a litany of things, or rather some may prefer the word accomplishments, that he/she has completed for the we k and continues to live in self-denial that penning such superficial things down will help him to reinvigorate some memories, stored in some obscure corner of his brain, when he goes back to read it next time. The truth is reflections not only includes recalling a bland list of events, but also the heartstrings twitched and the mechanical brain triggered in the process. And in order for a significant event to warrant such in-depth and hence a post to discuss, it must be something that really bothers me and keeps me brooding over the matter for a long time. And empirical statistics have showed that many a times, such events are normally the duller and more moody ones, hence explaining the more solemn and emo voice that permeates these posts.
Initially i titled this blog post what the future holds for me? - planning to write a column about my educational pursuits - an issue that has enshrouded me for the past few days and even up to this point of time. I felt clueless and the issue of what and where i will like to continue my university education came back to haunt me. The next topic that i will like to blog about is most prolly the hottest topic in the news right now - Singapore Politics. But yet as time is finite and i have decided to ramble on this issue about my blogging style this time, i shall leave these issues shelved , or perhaps continue to ruminate about it when i am back in camp :)
What does the future really holds for me? Looking forward, i start to have doubts whether the dots will really connect by itself...